Julian Caballero

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Places I love

In Uncategorized on December 31, 2008 at 11:51 pm
My second L'Abri room

My second L'Abri room

There are places we love. These places mark our lives. Why? There are many reasons. They symbolize peace, understanding, warmth, friendship, etc… This corner marks one of the many beginnings of my search. I always feel like I am beginning. I don’t know if that will ever change.

Our Fish

Our Fish

He was Tori’s fish really. But I always changed his water and cleaned out his jar.


To those who are interested

In Uncategorized on December 31, 2008 at 10:38 pm

This will hopefully change the world in a positive way. Of course this hope I have is a new thing to me. I didn’t believe in hope for a long time. I just sort of existed in a kind of lethargic state of wandering and collision. I don’t know where this is going to lead. Much like my life at this point. Everything seems so tentative. But I want to be hopeful and by that I mean deliberate. Not obstinate nor ignorant. Rather I hope that I will find happiness and I might also help others in that process. And I wish to be deliberate about it. I don’t want to be stumbling around unnecesarily. I want to stumble around deliberatly reaching out in the darkness for what I think is light. It seems like the easiest thing to my mind but my mind is uneasy.